Addiction

Addiction is a very disturbing thing! It's like something outside you is pulling on you relentlessly to do something. I think blogging might get that way!! Reading IS that way. Once I read the first page or so I need to finish. Sad to say even if it is bad I need to know what happens. One of favorite reads (like a hundred other women) is "Pride and Prejudice". I have read "Pride and Prejudice" for the hundredth time. And I still have a hard time putting it down. Addicted. Cure, well I've found one. Read it faster. At least the unfavored parts. Like the whole Lydia running off bit. But as far as the whole rest of the book, I guess my cure won't really work. The one thing that struck me this time is the time they have. Time to think, feel, meditate, and study. Study mainly. Study facial expressions, tone of voice and even what might come next. I don't have time to do that, I wish I had time to do a little meditating but I was reminded the other day there is a season for everything. So until that season I will only allow myself to read when I'm OK with my house going to pot. Which leaves me about once in a great while. Until "once in a great while" maybe I'll blog!